controling the elements

yesturday i had to share my fantacy wishes in the event line thinking group. and im starting to realize how close to my heart those wishes were. my first wish was that i wanted to control the elements. i think one of the reasons i wish this so much because i have a larg facination with the natural world and why things are the way they are and if i new how to control the elements then i would have a great understanding on how the world worked and then i could posibly do something to change the filth and decay that are race has inflicted on our wonderful world. to find a way to change our race to live a different way. in out of all the mysteries in the world we have found the least healthy way to live with the enviorment. I would invent a healthy and natural way to give energy to our way of life. also with that kind of power of the elements i could intervene with the fighting nations and convince or force them to find peace. to show them to not use natural resources and a better way to live in peace. I could also solve world hunger by being able to grow food at a unatural rate so i could take a lot of the worlds suffering away. before i got hevily into drugs i cared so much about the people around me. and i wanted to do whatever i could to help them. i always wanted to be the one people came to for help when they were in the trouble. to be the hero that people needed. and i lost all that when i only cared about myself and what drug i was going to do next. but now that i have a little bit of time sober i've started to realize is thats what i wanted when I was younger and i lost that along the way. I also would love to have that kind of power that no one else had. to be the most powerful and the most loved and feared. to convince the people to love and care for each other instead of hate and killing. to be the difference between life and death. I also would be able to feel the pain of the earth cause i could completely understand it's mysteries. To bring it back to the way it was before the human race took control of the world.Then we would not have to worry about global warming and natural disasters that might destroy all that we have worked so hard to build. even though we are full of hate and violence. we have the capacity to love and care more than any living thing. But we waste it on our selfish desires and i feal that its going to be our demise. thats why i would want to control the elements. to change our races biggest problems.